I'm sorry and feeling guilty to my little wonderland. I'm thinking to change the skin EVERYDAY, but i still haven't start to find a good skin till now!
I'm feeling upset of some friends. We seldom meet because some of them are not in Miri. The only thing we 100% will do in a year is A MEAL. I'm sorry that i'm not that wealthy like you think. I can't afford so much things. And yet, nobody will understand because they come from a normal family. I assume mine is ABNORAML, okay. Okay, this is the last time. If i still feel so for the next time, I won't compromise again since i do whatever under my limitations.

What to do now?
Holiday. It's a boring holiday. I can't do whatever i like. I'm like a piece of dead meat. :'( I don't want to start at this home. Bitches don't treat you like human beings, so why the heck you treat them good? I want to go out to kill time. I don't have money to shop so lim teh is the best choice. What the hell again i can't go out late. So you tell me what the hell i can do at this moment. Screw you, shits!

鼎概头毛日日在落呀！都落了一个月了，我不要变秃头！;( 还有这个有问题啊！ 不管了，过些日子较起劲了再说吧！;(

After a year of long wait, i finally got what i wish for, always till now. I dont know why i m not feeling happy when i receive it, but i know myself is satisfied with it. The day onwards, i stick to him everyday after waking up from sleep till a minute before sleeping. It's useful for me, all i do are blogging, surfing, chatting, video-calling, tweeting. There's only one word i could describe it - FUN !

My god-family and I had our early celebration of Christmas yesterday night. This is the picture i took when everyone hadn't arrived.

With my god-sis, she doesn't like me, seriously. She threw my pendrive cap, hit me, pushed me...such a bad girl. She will know after grown up. *evil grin* Everyone received a few presents, and....what's for me? 2 clothes and a photo stand with me and my god-fam's pictures.

It's only 11 days since my boyfriend left Miri, but the missing is killing me yet fills up all my times. Hopefully, he'll be back for me real soon. I should pray that i can fly to his place to stick with him. :x I know i m very sticky, but i ain't a sticky note, i'm a chewing gum after being chewed.

Should i? Can i? May i? I really hope to, wish for and pray for. imy xx

It has been 10 days after exam. I'm still so unmotivated. I thought everyone including me should be damn happy since the exam was finally over. And yay, everyone is happy up to now except me myself. I don't know why, i just don't know why. For the last two or three weeks, i had late supper every night. It's so weird that my weight drops and hits 40kg. That's what i want but i don't want the small tummy! I must really work out every day and cut down the supper habit.

I think i have autism lately. I L.O.V.E. staying at home alone. Watching drama repeatedly screening on the TV and online. My life is so boring yet i L.O.V.E. it so much. I don't know why, i just don't really wish to go out.
Oh yeah, i have a new number but i seldom use it. No, i always, only at night to call my love one. Heheheh. I'm so freaking happy when i see the balance not changing after talking for hours. HAHAHAH! I'm using Digi Buddyz, so nice leh!

There are many stuffs i have to do before cny comes. CNY! CNY is getting nearer and nearer. Of course, Christmas and New Year come first. I think i should start to do my things now or else i will be competing with time.

I think i have a pair of pretty eyes. For me, i think they're. I don't care what you think. :P They'll be so different when i wear contact lens even the transparent one. All the people think i m prettier wearing contact lens. However, i prefer wearing spec then lens because wearing lens are so tiring. Another thing is i look nerdy and normal with my spec. I m nerdy, i admit. HAHAHAH! Not really, nerds don't go clubbing!

My dear is going back to his place today. Seriously, i don't know how to live without his physical body. Nobody is going to stay up late watching movie with me, nobody brings me going everywhere to walk, nobody brings me home from clubs and I WILL BE FUCKING MISS HIM! My daily life has no aim out of a sudden. :-( Please come back soon and more often.
Although we had gone to many places before this, i still miss you and never satisfy. It's not enough not enough not enough, never enough.
Call me when you see this, MUST! It's an order. Another order is pick up my call every night. You know, i miss you whole day long but couldn't be with you every moment, so talk to me talk to me talk to me.

难道你不知道你要回家我已经很伤心了吗 剩下来的几天也不好好陪我 又不是讲不给你玩游戏 可是你自己看你玩到怎样 什么都不管 在你玩游戏时动你一下就瞪我叫我不要动你 问你一下就回答两句就没有下文了 不希望吵架 讲了又讲 你还是不觉得自己有怎样 我真的是很心痛 你知道吗 我感觉怎样 你要不要试一下
还有 你就那么想要和你朋友一样 看了简讯就把电话丢一边 吗 我们不是来自同一个地方 我会担心 不可以吗 那我告诉你 我跟一群男性好朋友去吧玩 你又怎样 他们跟我也认识了够久啊 再来请问你 他们在一起几年了 当然不用想也知道对方在做什么啦
回家面壁想想啦！

Exam is finally over. I am not gonna meet any of my classmates again except for WenHoHo & RachVoon. We should go out to work and have fun more and more before we two leave Wen alone at Curtin. LOL. I don't want a boring holiday. All i need is work work work and money money money! So i can shop till i drop, heheh. My biggest wish will be going to travel, anywhere out of Sarawak and shop shop shop! So many lovely stuffs in my wishlist. Money is scarce and my wants are always infinity unlimited!

看见一篇同学发的华语稿，觉得自己甚少写华语了。我的华语应该还能够被理解吧？已经两年没学华语了，今年更惨……因为大学是来自澳州的关系，我们被要求多讲正规的英语。再说，我也比较习惯用英语了，虽然没有很厉害啦。
后个星期，即22日开始就是学期大考了。大学先修班也完了。短短的9个月里，扣除假期剩8个月，我学了那么多的东西。把10个科目，从一窍不通到懵懵懂懂，从懵懵懂懂到滚瓜烂熟，我付出我的努力，但还不是最大的。
我的试前焦虑症又发作了。失眠，紧张，焦虑，全冲着我来了。我是一个完美主义者，成绩理所当然一定要达到标准。这次我的目标是3个HD- 会计，数学和经济。我对数字不敏感，但很有兴趣，因为把这些数目加个£就是我的终极目标。
速速去买香蕉来吃，抗忧郁呀！

对了，美里终于有麦当劳得来速了！而且还是24/7的叻！真的方便极了！可是，是时候要改变我的饮食习惯了……怎么办呢？我想假期时每天跑步加买游泳，也要对快餐说再见喽！

还有还有，我现在在猎着兼职工，如果有空位，麻烦你在FB联络我。谢谢！

i have been a spendtrift for a few moments!!! i bought a lot of stuffs and spent half of my pocket money of this month. w-t-f. my money is always scarce, like what we learn in economics. i want more and more and more money! part time job please find me! tweet me or fb me to contact me if you are hiring, thanks much much.

time rockets into the last second month of the year. finally, all of my assignments are done. the next and the last one is the final exam, coming in 3 weeks' time. i should start to study right after giving myself a big treat and it's a must. i hope to get what i aim and i m willing to sacrifice my time to get it. however, sometimes i will feel screwed up of my life. nobody gives a damn, mlm
good luck to everyone.

i m here just to release my very blue mood. eco mid term is on tomorrow, i dont have time to be upset. so yay, here is the best.

superman aint always super, so do to the superlady. a sentence we always heard, 女人都是脆弱的. It's not so true but this model couldnt be applied to every single situation. like people see, i m always tough and strong. and is it possible for me to be soft and weak? the answer is absolutely Y-E-S! i m female too! my body is filled with female hormone > male hormone and i suffer female shits every month!

could you imagine that when everything come in one time and yet you still being "scolded", how would you feel?
& you WILL NOT know how i feel
because YOU AINT ME.

I think i could achieve good grade for my accounting progressive assessment. Coming few weeks will be hyper-busy-weeks. I couldnt even see f.r.e.e.d.o.m. in it. OMFG. I have impromptu speech going on next week. Plus, i have to start working on 2 economics case study and 1 accounting financial plan. What else??? D: just imagine all of them leaves me breathless ady. byeeeeeeeee. btw, i seldom facebook nowadays since i found it is boring and i only play games in it.

escaping from the stalks of books, i should be working on my accounting. progressive assessment worth 15% is on the coming wednesday and i still haven't start to love it. after this, more and more assessments and projects are coming and yay, presentations for sure. i must really put in my effort ady. s2 s2 s2

Happy 100th Post!
Happy Blogging!

It was a foodful Saturday with my family and of course, together with the beloved one. I barely got rest and woke up at half past six early in a holiday morning. Why did i sound like crazy??? We went to open air market for breakfast. I like the fried kueh tiaw from there and the 'fa-kueh'. For the 'fa-kueh', i m so ngiao ji that i only eat certain colour of them although all are the same ingredients. After that, there we went up to Sibuti. I hadn't been there for the past few months. About the lunch, i ate so much but not completely full lah. (I don't know since when my stomach capacity grows to a dinosour's one!) We went to Bungai Beach for a while since my love never went to there before. There were a lot of people and i noticed a newly-built infrastructure - a playground! Off we went back to home. We all went to Hartz Chicken Buffet at night. It was so crowded! I noticed that the restaurant is not very clean, supposed that there was fully packed with people and it is a buffet. The chicks are not my fav. I don't know?, it is still fried chick, but it is different for me, lol.

My stomach capacity amazed me, hahahah! Probably, it is only because i took my meal right on healthy time, heheh. Now, i wanna lose fats. I seriously hate it! But, i couldn't stop my mouth from not munching something. x) time to sleep - tata~

I just discovered my chatbox disappeared, now it's back. Let's gossiping.
Btw, i m a fan of Twitter now! Follow me at @sweetkhee.
P/S: I only accept closer friends' requests. (:

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I went to watch Piranha today after finished busying all stuffs. I am sure that everyone is attracted by the trailer which seems so interesting. I personally think this movie is kinda bored and it's short like for an hour long only. It's like a bored story - what causes it, Piranha attacks people, death and the end. However, i think it'll have Piranha 2 because the ending comes in a sudden. HAHAHAH!

Okay, it's all what i think, but people have different opinions, so why dont have a watch?

Since end of the year 2009, i signed up for AIP Online Survey. It collects our voices on a particular stuff for business organizations and entities from the whole Earth. Then, the world improves and so we get a better life. The registration is free and opened to all Malaysian residents aged 16 and above. Just do the survey and earn points then you can redeem the points with vouchers. It's another kind of earning $$$ or saving $$$.

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Fyi, i just received RM20 of KFC / Pizza Hut voucher. Before taking a picture with them, i had used them! LOL. Looking forward to earn more points for redemption!

I feel sorry for abandoned my wonderland for over a week. I just wanna make a short update. It's all because of hectic uni life, couldn't blame me. >__< Crossing my fingers, I MUST DO BETTER IN THIS SEMESTER with high internal marks and study thoroughly for the final. I don't want to miss any marks.

In most of the families, there is one who wakes up early in the morning when the Sun hasn't risen up to prepare the breakfast and then wakes you up. I once had the one and there is no more for now. Don't you think it's very blissful? And, breakfast - the most important meal among breakfast, lunch and dinner. I personally think that breakfast affects one's mood for whole day long, so have a healthy and nice one. I real wish i could have breakfast every morning before going to school but it's hard for me to prepare and i have 3 mornings of 8am classes! KILL ME, FAST!

I watched 2 movies, The Sorcerer's Apprentice and The Last Airbender last week with my love. Both are something about magic and we found they're quite boring. In other words, no climax? Oh ya, i'm addicted to Plants vs Zombies. It's very fun! I real love flash games, wahahahah!

Gotta sleep soon. Once again, sorry readers.

Yesterday was the first day of July in the lunar calendar. July is called as ghost month which the gate of the Hell is opened to release the ghosts to the world of mortals. A few little advices for readers in this scary month:
1. dont go out at night
2. back home as early as possible at night
3. avoid wearing black shirts
4. avoid going places like hospitals and graveyards
5. take good care of yourseves

That's all from me. (:

Today is the first day of this brand new semester. Fyi if you dont know yet, i m currently doing semester 2 of Foundation of Commerce in Curtin. I couldnt fall asleep last night and woke up naturally damn early this morning at 5 something. Sound crazy, isnt it? Nowadays, no teenage will wake up at the hour unless you are still schooling, then different story. Wenhoho and RachVoon took me to campus today since there is only one car left at home. We reached campus 5 or 10 mins late and rushed to G3, ended up our lecturer had not back from vacation yet! Then, i accompanied my love for his breakfast before Commerce Mathematics 062 lecture. The lecturer was trying hard to be funny and cute == btw, he kept sweating because he's the first time to become a lecturer! LOL! After study, we went to Pizza Hut. Okayyy, i wanna say the service and every every everything sucks TO THE MAX! We went in, a waiter led us to a window seat. The windows are all glass without any shades. I felt like i was having picnic at the beach in a very hot afternoon. Damn it. Then they only took the order after about 20 mins. The order was either wrong key in or the waitress took the wrong order. Normally, the drinks should be served before food is served. The food served was cold, it should be at least warm, okay??? Even the pizza was cold one, supposing that they only sent it after long time putting there. Fuck! It's really really really lame! I think if the service doesnt improve, soon in the future there will be NO customer anymore, even though it is the only one Pizza Hut in Miri. Please do some improvements la, apuh!

It's so weird that i stay at home today for the whole day and haven't have a single step out of the house, i know it's so once in a blue moon. Mood ain't that good, but thinking to meet up LaoPhuah tonight delights me loads. Then, i think i must really clean my room a little bit, so start working on it now! I'm halfway cleaning then come to Facebook-ing and blogging, lol. I have tonnes of papers as wrappings for sanitary, heheheh. I should continue to clean up now. Tata!

I planned to wake myself and love up at 8 or 9 in the morning yesterday, but ended up both of us only up at noon time. Hah, i m earlier than him. I got to get my salary for my part time job and took away Cow's chicken rice before going to his house. I wished to help him, but i sat aside and played his phone while he's cleaning. FYI, dont think he's so hardworking to clean up, it's because ......(lol, cannot tell you!) After that, we had Hot n' Roll to fill our stomaches and went to watch Predators. The price is very expensive for the little portion of the food and it's so ewwww, for me. The predators in Predators are ugly, hahahahah! Antagonists are usually ugly one, he said. I rated this movie a star out of five stars, so boring. ==

What m i going to have for my breakfast??

Sorry, readers for abandoned my wonderland for ages. I didn't really did lots of things in this *evaporating* period.

24 & 25 July, i had part time job at Boulevard Hypermarket. Okayyy, i know i was working, but still, i want to complain! The security said, if you have anything emergency, you can come up here to make a call. Shit, how if my family has emergency case and couldn't contact me. == Just stop here. I worked for Power Root with Mavis, Fionna, Wenyi Ting, Jiawen and Winnie. My part is sitting at the counter and waiting people to approach me. It's better than serving unknown and promoting to them. That'll kill me! Tauke and Tauke-nio looked so serious, but they're good to us. Each of us got 15 small packs of Oligo and 2 tins of 9-stop. Both are yummy yummy!!! SERIOUSLY! This is not promoting, eh-heh.

For the next whole week, BabyXuan was here in Miri!!! *WOW~* She is quite fat, lol. The same thing is she's still damn cute. She would see at the camera if you want to take her picture, cool bu shi?? I feel like she likes me very much since everytime i clap my hands, she'll make sign that wants me to hug her. HAHAHAHAH!

Btw, i didnt work for Power Root roadshow at E-mart and PC Fair at Indoor Stadium because i would have to work on 1 Aug if i take it. 1 Aug is a big day for me. :P I barely slept the night before yesterday. My love is back from his hometown and we spent whole day sticking together. Awwww, sooooooooo sweet of him! ;D

Time to out for brunch with love. Ciao~

you know what? you're always at the top in my heart. i don't what to do and what to say. i have many things in my mind but i have nothing to say from my mouth.

What a good day outing with friends!
Early in the morning, RachV drove all the way from Riam to Lutong for a bowl of porridge. LOL! She dated Fionna, Wenhoho and me. She came to fetch all of us. So kind of her! Hahahahah! But, really unfortunately, she had stomachache after having a fresh (i mean a quite raw one) egg. After that. we were back to my home after dropping Fionna. We then went to Bintang and met Jiawen, Augustinewong, Jacky and his girlfriend etc etc. We walked around together and some went for pool and some for bowling. Before this, i bought THE SIMS 3!!! (what the hell, couldnt run!) We had McD for our brunch then talked at Igool until about 2p.m. We speed up to airport as we had something to do at there and went to RachV's house for an hour just to wait time for my task. -finished-

I went for facial with Eeleng and Songlin last Saturday at a branded skin care outlet. It costed me RM65 for a normal treatment plus deep cleansing. I am quite satisfied with the treatment and i feel my face is sooooooooo fresh soooooooo clean. I even think that is not my nose because the mask pulled out the black pores from the T-zone pores. And and and, i actually had a big black pore beside my nose about my cheek there which miss-previous-facial-centre claimed that it was a mole. It's my face lehhh! How come i have that mole and i only discover it after 19 years living on the Earth! =.= Damn her.

I ♥ MY PRETTY FACE! x)

my mood is so swinging lately, feeling so blue
anyone can cure me?
i m lack of secure
i m lack of patience
i m lack of happiness
all are because of
i m lack of yr presence
you know i miss you real much

I think i have hypomnesia as i couldn't recall back what had i done or eaten almost everyday. Okay lahhhh, i still remembered that last Wednesday i hanged out with Wenhoho but hoh! I seriously forgot where did we go. OMYGOSH, how can i be like this??? I'm still sooooo young (not really ehehehe). Ishhh skip skip skip
Oh yay, my Sem1 result was out last friday. All of us (me, Wendy, Madeline, Nana) were like spamming Facebook. When the clock pointed at 5, all of us logged in Moodle like lightning. HAHAHAH! Congratulations to those pass their whole course or certain subjects.
Guess what! My Business Management score is higher than i expected because i didn't really study much. Heh, i swear this won't happen anymore because i should have adapted to my uni life. Others are so-so. The "not-that-good" is Moral Studies. Some of you may think MS should be very easy. Let me tell you, YOU'RE WRONG! We are not studying and memorizing of the definition but the CONCEPT. And now, there is nothing left in my head since i has passed it. Overall, i achieved 3 HD and 1 C. Alright, i must really be more hardworking to get myself a more fruitful outcome.
Right after we got our results, i then dated Wenhoho. We actually planned to wait for RachV and have supper. Who knows? Her dad was home so early and our plan was ruined. At the last, left only me and RachV having our Milo Panas and Milo Peng at the cafe.
Back and sleep!

I remembered what i did for the previous week, at last. Since Twilight: Eclipse is on show and i didn't watch the very first episode which is Twilight and the second episode, Twilight: New Moon plus i have too much free time (left me ttm aka thinking too much), i loaded and watched the first episode and completely got attracted by the very hot vampire, Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson). I never feel regret to watch such engdao film. HAHAHAHAH! Isabella Swan (Kristen Stewart) is quite pretty as well, but i dont like her character in Eclipse that she loves two persons at one time. She loves Edward, but she also falls for Jacob Black (Taylor Lautner). Story mahhh, take it so serious for what! I cant wait for the last episode, Breaking Dawn. The story will be about Edward and Bella get married and Bella is pregnant............nahhh, patiently wait for it lahhh! Fyi, the story in Breaking Dawn from the book might be spilt into two films and the first film is scheduled for release on November 18, 2011. I hope there has no change of the characters and i gotta borrow the books to read.

Who is soooooooo kind to lend me the books? TQTQ /. .\

I've forgot what did i do in the past week. What is now left in my brain is hiM, my super duper hyper -man. Time passes, but still, about 20 days to go. D; imissyoudamnmuch Nothing much i want to leave my words at here. So that's all.

04/07/2010
Sunday is always a family day which we should spend our time with family. I woke up late at 11 something and was out to have lunch? with my family. Sis 3 decided to have pizza for our lunch. As usual, Bintang Megamall is packed with people on weekends. We queued for 20 minutes just to make an order. Then, we stood aside so others can make their orders as well.
It should be my turn to get a 6 person table. Unnoticeably, a FIT girl aged about 20 and her (should be) secondary school sister with a baby about 1 year old on her arm RAN into the outlet and SNATCHED the seat. I was like WTF?! How come this world has such uncivilized wildlife?! I wont feel you're pity at all even though a child was in your arm!
A kind Malay lady saw the happening before me and complained to the employees. The 2 uncivilized were chased out but they still didnt think that they were wrong AT ALL! I dont give a damn but i just simply feel like want to mlm them. XD

05/07/2010
I woke up real late in the afternoon. After bath, i went to office just to search for food since my stomach was groaning was the night before. But then, mission failed. == After that, i walked to Ma Baker to take away spaghetti without cheezy. I DONT EAT CHEEZY and fyi who are now in the process of keep fit, CHEEZY'S VERY FATTENING. It costed me RM3.90. For me, it's quite worth lahhh because it is quite enough for me, cant guarantee it's enough for big eat-ers. Doing nothing at office, the clock finally reached 4.30p.m. It's time to do my daily routine.

06/07/2010
I met up with Eeleng, Songlin, Jiawen, Augustine, Jacky and his girlfriend at Eeleng's house. OF COURSE, JIE GU TIME! My brain becomes slow liaw lehhh. Ishhhh....lost a few ringgit. We should have more time for the activity. The aims are to refresh our mind, train our fingers and train your mathematics calculation. LOL! After Fionna met us, we had our lunch at Double Star because most of my babes would have lesson at 1pm at IBS. We're back to our own positions after craps. I needa fetch Sis 3 at her school.
As you know, the road up to the Hilltop is quite narrow. And, i have to speed up the hill, right? A "siao lang" strolled along the road, fcuk him. Most of the cars almost knocked him, included me. He can be alive till now is really awesome! O___O

07/07/2010
Wendy and i were out to crap today, spending whole day at Iglool (an ice stall in Bintang Plaza). Early in the morning when i reached her house, i was locked outside the door by her. She overslept. == Ban Mian for our breakfast and off to Bintang and crapsss with RachV till the tongues couldnt be rolled back and put nicely in their mouths. Just sitting at here, you could make quite a number of friends (i mean very unfamiliar one). The Pearl Milk Tea today aint nice, perhaps it's the difference between places? lol idk, maybe only.

I m damn tired and hope i can just sleep and dream of my man right after i click PUBLISH POST.
Oh yay, Germany vs Spain tonight! I wish i can watch it. HAHAHAHAH! Fyi, i support Germany. GOAL GOAL GERMANY!
Toodles, readers.

01/07/2010
Unbelievably, i sticked my butt on the chair in front my pc for almost whole day! I was woken by a call from my part time job employer. I immediately took a short shower and rushed out to meet him. After that, i was back to home and .........urm, i was watching Down With Love 就想赖着你 by Jerry Yan and Ella. 28 episodes all together and i watched it whole day long.

02/07/2010
I woke up in the afternoon and had mee sedap about ...3.30p.m.? It was considered as my breakfast + lunch + dinner eh? 5 sharp in the evening, i vroom from my home to my sis tuition center to drop her her school's concert ticket. wth, i forgot it will be sooooo jam at this peak hour! Still, fortunately i caught up the time before getting late. I met with Jiawen and her sis, Pohchin before heading to the place we worked. Waiting for half an hour, Eeleng, Eening and Vivien just arrived. We had Brazil and Netherlands flags on our faces. We started to walk around in the shopping mall. A while after we were back to the stall, strong wind began to blow and the big screen collapsed even the "roof" of our stall was "shaking". Then, RAIN!!! We hid at the foyer in front of the big door. There went our first day of working. Heavy rain plus thunder plus lighting! So scary when driving alone in such condition, especially at midnight! I took a hot water bath right after i reached home and then cooked myself another packet of instant noodle again. LOL! But, it's Daddy Mee this time. Continued on my drama until 2 something only i slept.

03/07/2010
wahahahah, it's a nice day as i was so healthy :P i skipped my breakfast and lunch, straight to Ma Baker for dinner before going to work. We reached there on time at 6p.m. sharp and drew Germany and Argentina's flags. Both teams are equally strong but i support Argentine because HE supports Argentina. I'm always hiS follower ;D Eeleng and i stayed at the stall and it was damn bored until we started to aim gifts hahahah! FINALLY!!! It's TEN!!! Many people gathered at the walkway and eyes were all staring at the big screen. It was very lucky to meet KevinMah, ChungOng and (forgot who were there ady). It had been a very long time we didnt meet up liaw la, like half year? Another person i met is YukChang, my instant English teacher in Form 1. He's back from UK 2 weeks ago and he is still able to recognize me! I changed a lot, bu shi? Happy happy day to meet friends. All of us then left to (idk the name of that place). It is downstairs of Balcony and in front Cherry Berries. By 11p.m., i went back home after met with friends to watch the match. Sad siiiiii, Argentina lost by 0 balls into the goal. Zzzzzz! The connection pissed hiM and me off. Jerhhhhhh! At last, we ended up talking on phone :P before sleeping.
These are my happy holiday! Relax, people!

I received S's call for interview last night. I miss my school life quite much, at least i m not this bored. Alright, had a little chat with Madeline and Wenhoho. 40 days more to go! Yay, finally got a chance to meet up Wenhoho and RachV today. We had our breakfast together before RachV went to work and Wenhoho accompanied me to go to interview. I really suck when interview lahhh. Whatever, i suddenly didnt really wish to get it after all. Supposing that it's because we wont have much time to crap, a few mins a day? It's tooooooo little for us. Motivating myself to go through and fight the challenges. D; Puffy eyes i have today. Good night!

体谅你的女人，而不是做个变心的男人

她没有安全感,因为距离远
她希望你有时间就能陪她在网上聊天和打电话、

让她感觉到你的存在 和真实感
因为这是你们唯一能 做的
也许你觉得她这样很任性
但请你体谅她、她是女人
她需要关怀和疼爱
能多 陪陪她就多陪陪她、

能多给她 点安全感就多给她点安全感
让她感觉到、就算你们人不在一起
但是心在一起

她会每 天熬到很晚
为的只是能和 你多说几句话
她会每次聊天的时候都提醒你多吃饭
她说这些的时候心里很难过、难过自己不能面对面的嘱咐你
所以、请别嫌她烦、别嫌她 唠叨
请你体谅她、她是女人
告诉她、你会照顾自己叫她放心

她 是女人、她敏感
她是女人、她爱吃醋
她 是女人、她爱耍小脾气
她是女人、她爱听甜言蜜语
她会在自己独处的时候瞎想、

脑子里都是那些不该出现的画面
像电影 一样、闪来闪去
她会没有原因的哭和难过、因为她怕距离远了、

时间长了、感情会变淡变没
她 会一个人抱着腿坐在床上默默的看着一个地方、

猜想你现在在干什么
她看到你的校内或者空间上有女性的留言的时候、

会 很酸的问你：“这谁呀？”
她 会时常怀疑你有别的女人
她会在和你聊天的时候盼着你说点甜言蜜语哄她开心、

她听到之后会一 个人笑的比阳光还灿烂
所以、请你体谅她、她 是女人
包容她的小脾气
尽量和不该走得近的女人保持距离
时不时的说句：“宝 贝、我想你”“亲爱的、么么”来哄 她

她看到一切美好的东西都会想到你
她逛街的时候不会给自己买 东西、但却会给你买东西
她想到一些好玩的事情会想要和你分享
她会记住你们在一起的纪念日
她会计划好一切回去见到你要做的事 情和要去的地方
她会告诉你她爱你、然后自己脸红
她会默默告诉自己、要一辈子和你在一起
所以、请你体谅她、她是女人

(from http://kitty-w3n.blogspot.com)

YAY!
I found myself a part time job. 2 days only lah.
I ll only reveal what it actually is afterwards :x wahahahah keep it mysterious
am still waiting for S's call.
I just dont want to be this bored for the whole July D: If i get too bored, for sure i will out to spend money with friends, but where come so much $$$ lehhh! only way is EARN
i love $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
向$看齐 :P

27/06/2010
I had a photo shooting session with my God Family on Sunday morning. They're like my real family, or i should say they're even closer than my family? Breakfast after that and back home. By the time going back home, it was about 11.30a.m. already. The time passes real fast, what we can only do is appreciate every moment and use it wisely. Then, straight away went to airport to drop his friend and decided to have his fav - soursop ice although it's a rainy day. He is always cheerful and comfortable to talk with. Backed to home and chit-chat for whole noon. Had our dinner at Siamese and spent time at Parkson. Reached home at 11, i think and we watched football together. We're like a family ady. LOL! x)

28/06/2010
We woke up late at 9, then rush rush rush rush rush. I accompanied my beloved one to check in. There's no extra time for us to sit down and talk. D; All passed so quickly, like a blink of eye. Since there was very crowded, he had to queue up to get into waiting room while i went back. ARGHHHHHH T_______T feeling so blue now. Whatever, i still hope he enjoys his holiday. After that, i went to Belle Bookshop opposite CH to buy a Sudoku book so i wont get too bored to think much. Chatted with the Aunty for a while. Next, i had lunch with SongLin, EeLeng, JiaWen, Augustine, Jacky, Jessica and WenFong since it's my babe - SongLin's big day. Hereby, i wish you found your man very soon, as soon as tomorrow. :P Brought her to shop at Parkson and then sat down to talk and enjoy Igloo's ice cream. I gotta go to fetch sis-s home at four thirty and homey! Had dinner with my family and Dad's friend. For about a week, i didnt meet my sis-s and had a single meal with them. :x drove to EeLeng's house to gather for SongLin's surprise. ngeeeeeeehehehe she acted not-nervous! HAHAHAHAH! Enjoyed the cake then went to Sport Cafe. With high speed, i sipped my drinks and be back at home at 11.11p.m.


IMY, BB ♥

3 days after exam - aimless but it's sooooooo lovely to spend with my beloved one
aaaaaaaaahahahahaha HE'S DAMN CUTEEEEEEEEEE! ♥
like a little boy

24/06/2010
I woke up at about 11 something and then out to Mian Dui Mian for lunch with hiM. After that, I went to straighten my hair. My hair is finally long again! But not as long as last time lahhh. Whatever, it grows all the times, so just be optimistic with its growth (: Late at night after 9, we went to Miri Cafe for western food. It had been ages since i last stepped in, like 6 or 7 years ago? The memories with heR at there is covered with a thick layer of dust.

25/06/2010
I was out with Dong Dong cuties. They're still the same! One in Curtin, one is UCSI, two are going to Maktab Miri and one is going to Kedah. All of us have our own ways to go and ought to be separated. The spirit and the love of DD will never die. xoxo I got to know about the cut of electricity and water supply, so i rushed back home to catch some times to go the other place for my bath. Who knows? God knows! When i reached home, everything had back to normal. @#$^&^&* I couldnt go to beach with DD and more important one, we didnt get a family photo again! wtf Then i had pan fry dumplings with hiM and his friend. And, MOVIE TIME!!!! I always wanna watch movie with him at home but fyi, my home doesnt have a dvd player. soooo sad D; We watched Toys Story 3. This episode shows the rotten side of human self which selfishness rules. This even happens in between toys. In my opinion, it's not bad lahhh, at least i didnt fall asleep halfway.

26/06/2010
RachV & i woke up early in the morning for breakfast. FINALLY!!!!! I got my You Zha Kueh. If you dont wake up earlier, you will never grab the chance to taste it! We headed to Bintang as i wanna sweep facial and hair stuff. When we arrived, most of the shops were still with the gates closed. We had our first try on the .....ice cream? at Igloo? Im not sure what should i call it. And, hunting for job. I filled a career form at S, now waiting for the call to interview. Hm....hiM and i had dinner at Tanjung with SL, Chong and Fishy. I fetch hiM back earlier since he's not feeling well. owwwww my pity darling felt ill again. I was back to god sis's house at ten thirty with the help of his friend. Take care, my darling.

ps: This post should be posted on Saturday night. However, due to my buziness, it would be a very late post. Gotta update my blog more often to keep it alive.

TATA, readers~

hoorayyyyyyyyyy
i have finally completed my first semester
pray hard that i dont fail any subjects
for him, too.

i m lack of idea on how to spend my holiday.
it's 6 weeks long until 8th August
i've to survive with my own ability
without him D:

holiday aim : keep fit & earn $$
tata ~

final is reaching in 30 hours' time
i m so nervous as i dont have much confident D:
studying at eleventh hour is not bad,
but the consequence is unbearable
SO SAD
读书读到脸烂掉
i dont even dare to step out of my room
just i m afraid i might frighten anyone
OW SHIT
hope the exams pass faster
i dont really care if i will pass or not x:

2AM and i m off to continue my revision
tata, people.

today is a fucking bek cek day
should be a very lovely day with my love.
but wtf, my phone is going to break down.
and i have 2 choices which i dont wish to go for either one of them
why dont i have human right to choose
for what i want, what i wish, what i will be happy about?
it's so unfair to me
but could i voice up rather than swallow all the conversations down into my stomach?

babes, i do care what you guys say
that's why i feel like needle is picking my heart

the last thing is the worst ojibala matter on this world
this suggestion shouldnt exist! WTF
it sucks to the max

pissed off mlm

HAPPY FIFA WORLD CUP 2010!
argentina goal!
messi's nose is sooooooo sharp like a needle. LOLLLL!
but the world cup comes at the wrong time. D:
next week i ll have my exam

unbelievably, i complete the first semester of my foundation year.
i should say, it's quite fast?
dont think it's a very relaxing year.
NOOOO, because everything is so new to me.

10 more days i will be free
exam starts at 21th june and ends at 23th june
start booking me.
but you know, he has the priority,
so will be totally free 28th onwards till dont-know-the-date
okay, gotta off to study

feeling sorry that i couldnt update my blog so often as my time is always packed with assignments and team projects as a curtini, you know. and final exam are coming in exactly 2 weeks' time which all my sisters will have to get up early to go to sch. when they just start the schooling days, i gotta off for holiday, the timing is soooo sweat. ==
up to date, i have gained myself 3 to 4 kg of fats. i noticed my own butts and stomach are enlarging from time to time like zooming under a microscope. wtf. i might have to get rid of it in the coming holiday. i must really control my daily diets and go for sports everyday. and and and, have sufficient sleep. you know i sleep less than 4 hours almost everyday and i feel systems in my body are seriously interrupted.
the time now is 4.37 and my butts still stick firmly to the wooden chair to rush the mathematics team project.

he is sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet ♥
(:

hello ladies & gentlemen

please be informed LING SHIANG KHEE is single & available occupied & unavailable
update yourself werh :P
thank you for your attention

xoxo
kikhee

♥
Where to find a man who . . . . . .

will take you everywhere simply because doesnt want you to drive?
will purposely ignore your message when you re driving?
will send you home after you go clubbing?
will lead you crossing an empty road without being asked to?
will ask you out for a meal after he just had his?
will come to your house at midnight to send you supper?

LOL
JERHHHHHHH
WHY M I FEELING THAT I JUST SOAKED INTO WINNIE'S BIG HONEY TANK?



babes & friends from far or even near ones,

how re you all recently?
how re your lives going on?
after reading what i wrote, you ld know i have a not-bad life now.
no worries~
do e-mail or vandalize on my facebook wall anytime.
i m looking forward to hear from you all soon.
take care.
:D

xoxo
kikhee

friendsssss,
i m recently leading a great life
somehow busy with assignments and test
fyi, my holiday will be at 24 april to 3 may
book my time asap please!
i dont wanna to get stuck at home,
i think i wont :D:D:D
i miss you all













xoxo
kikhee

add-ons to my birthday wishlist XD

• free manicure & pedicure
• facial wash
• biotherm facial set
• hair-dying
• hair straightening
• a nice cammmmmm
  
• watch that ngam my taste - you know i m very choosy
• laptop
• CASH CASH CASH !!!

ngeeeehehehehe i m not that greedy too =p

there has a him coming into my life
♥
;D

ngeeeeeheheheh
15th is coming soon
i wanna wanna wanna surprises
since i never have one?
noooo, there was one at sch. :)
babes, you guys are so sweeeeeet
all of you are my sugar sweeties
:D:D:D

i m craving for : - (i know there are loads XD)

• great meal =p with lots desserts
• a new cell phone; i love ice cream but hope for one has wi-fi
• perfumes; a newbie for perfume
• more more more and more outfits and accessories
• scholarships but hope i still can stay in curtin :x
• SURPRISES SURPRISES SURPRISES =p

i ll be updating my wishlist anytime, stay tune.

it had been a month from my previous night outing
saturday night i was out with my friends
for frankie's birthday
all were hin hin and danced till sweating
40% bu shi gai de! LOL
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO FRANKIE CHIEW MEE KOLOK
as i said, i gave you face give dao very cukup XD
do take care of my lala hoh!

i went out for movie - alice in the wonderland today
i planned to watch it alone, it's a different experience barh
then chieng decided to follow me
after movie, PLANNED to study at starbucks
ended up talking for whole noon
hahahahahah i love you all, babes

spent my friday at sch for a tutorial and a lecture. after that, went to bring na, ahfei, songlin & peckchieng to imperial for GES education fair. met with my dear sean at there, lol. thanks for giving us a lot of information, but that is your job lah, heheheh. then we headed to blue cafe for teatime? ate till full full full, then i ate again after i reached home. :x and did something i felt happy :) slept only at 2

printed out all my study materials and was ready to out. fetched na to go parkson. met with ahfei, songlin, singkhit, peckchieng & michelle. talked non stop even didnt drink water, really li hai LOL

i gonna miss all of you after one leaves after one, sad case. when'll be our next reunion? no one knows and probably, no more. :( xoxo babysistaz rocks!

i'ld be having my it class now
but tutorial is cancelled
plus, we havent divide into groups yet for ms
so im free until 4
yeah, a okok-free day
tomorrow gonna be very busy
since my time is packed with lectures and tutorials
from 9.30a.m. to 8.00p.m.
wth? T____________T
tonight must sleep gao gao

not forgetting to mention,
tomorrow is a real BIG day for 2009 form 5-ers
im not going to get my result
because of the lessons
but i'll be going to get it by friday? probably.

alright, lunch and sleep !

after attending the startup week for 2 days
i skipped the other 3 days :x
im not a good example all the times, okay?

the moment i got to know i was placed in 1C7
with no closer friends, but mavis and mieching
i was like thunderstorm
wanna sing HOW COULD I LIVE WITHOUT YOU to the two
hahahah

finally, i have done with the group changing
i m gonna stay in 1C4 with sk1, wenhoho & vcy
get ready and start fighting !

i m kinda busy with my college these days
it is a startup week, but who cares, appreciate my time
i just got back from a personal trip
since it is sooooo PERSONAL, i m not talking about it

at the end of 2009
i made a decision which might change my life gao gao
i gave up on the option to go to adelaide
it's a sad case
however, i m glad that i choose to stay in miri
the chance brings me to get to know a lot
like PEOPLE. hahahahah
yeah, i made a lot of friends.
most of them are my closer friends' friends

whatever, i gave up to go to adelaide doesnt mean that i m not going to oversea
for my further studies anymore
perhaps, 1 year later or 2 ?
if i have my pre-u in tarc, i might probably end up spending my u life all in kl
I DONT WANT, OKAY? lols

this is the 3rd month of a year ady
which indicates that we had spent almost a quarter of the year
wtf, time flies *shiu shiu shiu* sound effect LOL
it is never too late to have new year wish XD

see what i gotta do in 2010
1. excel in studies
2. expand my social network
3. improve my reiki skills (if you have no clue what is it, please search usui reiki)
4. improve skills in beautifying faces
5. have a new relationship (if possible?)
6. save $$$ (i love money loads!!!)

that's all dulu larh
pray everything is going smoothly in my college life
:D

我很累
抱住我
让我大哭一场
就算了

闭上眼
眼泪自动分泌
这不是你的错
是老天的考验太严苛

没有希望就不会有失望
是谁给了希望
同时也给了失望

赌钱嘛！
有赢也有输
不管是赢还是输
都不要被情绪影响
:D

i want mamaji 3 days 3 nights until i sleep on the table

for a few minutes
i was staring at the dark sky
in the black sky
fireworks were the ornaments
& the firecrackers were the music
BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
& i smiled crazily to the sky
LOL!
over-excited
XD

HAPPY TIGER YEAR !
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY !

i was out with my friends last night
chong fetched na, me, fei, lin & chieng
we went to bing fen
omfg, i cant even breathe in the human sandwiches
then i met liiming, ken & wkk
leng and her boyfriend came to meet us
and so, shin too
around 11 we went to A1
since some of them were hungry like wolves
well, a childish yet funny competition - 2010 eating dry mee
LOL !
the mee only came after almost half an hour long wait
after that, we went to rexbox
& I AM LAZY TO CONTINUE LIAW.
xp

had my haircut last night
people always say, cut hair can bring good luck
hey, people ! long time no see
;D

i m drinking pearl neng neng tea XD
i long for MCD
anyone wants to date me out?

OH YEA i m back
i m in love with JIE GU now!
but still not pro enough
must train myself!
pratice makes perfect
;D
call or msg me anytime
for outings & "earnings" & hin-ings
XD
cheersssssssssssssssssssss with "green island"

nice song sharing day
recently i listen to all these sad songs
100% blow tears

last night was a cold night
but they warmed me ;)

这听起来像我的心声 =s

　 白羊很温柔，只要你没惹着他，你可以随便与他嬉戏。但如果你要是有什末一不小心的举动触犯了他，则最好赶快给自己准备个棺材。比如，白羊与你打情骂俏，很 开心的气氛，双方都乐在其中。忽然，你一不小心，出手重了些，打痛了白羊，则白羊就会立刻瞪大眼睛、提高嗓门，把你骂个狗血喷头，甚至再狠狠的还你两个更 重的巴掌。此时，欢乐的气氛一下陷入了僵局，弄得你心里别扭至极。但白羊却认为，闹归闹，你也总得有个限度吧，出手没轻没重，真是讨厌，我的漂亮的手都被 你打红了！想着想着，白羊会更生气，弄不好再轰炸你一次～～～不过，过了10分钟，白羊又开始和你有说有笑，好象什末事情也没发生过。白羊凡事都来得快， 去得也快，一般不记仇。
　　
　　你也许会说：“白羊不记仇？怎末可能！他们总是抓住别人的错误不放！”但是，白羊确实不记仇，他们抓住别人的错误不放，实际上是为了时刻提醒对方，不 要再犯同样的错误！比如，白羊的爱人有外遇，但经过一番周折，两个人又和好了。那末，在以后的生活中，白羊会时常责骂爱人当初是怎末的抛弃自己、自己是多 末多末的不幸、自己的心灵受到了多大多大的创伤！白羊之所以会这末做，主要有两个原因：一方面，每当白羊想起这些，就会十分的激火、生气，于是非骂爱人一 顿不可，以解心头之恨；另一方面，白羊这末做是要时刻提醒爱人，以后不能再有外遇了，变相给爱人敲警钟！
白羊是那种把自己的快乐建筑在别人的痛苦之上的人，因为白羊爱满处宣扬别人的溴事。比如，他会在大庭广众之下，说你们小时候一起玩耍时你不小心尿了裤子， 更或者，他会对你的心上人说你有爱挖鼻孔的习惯（偶服了白羊了～～～）。但是，白羊并不觉得说这些有什末不可以，因为在白羊心里，这些都是那末的美好，是 童年的回忆、是人生百态的小花絮。他们说你的溴事，仅仅是因为他们觉得好玩，觉得很甜美，能给人带来乐趣，把别人的目光都集中到自己身上来，让别人认为自 己是开心果！白羊完全没有挖苦你、拆你爱情道路的意思，只是结果往往……
　　
　　白羊天生气质非凡，人中龙凤。白羊的人生宗旨是“活出自己”。由于白羊天性中有桀骜的一面，于是在与人相处的时候，就不自觉的流露出一种傲慢的气息。 由于白羊的这种不自觉的摆谱儿，以至于不了解白羊的人都躲着白羊，因为他们觉得白羊看不起人。但如果有个机会接触了白羊，则人们又会认为白羊是那末的好接 近、那末的好心肠。白羊自己觉不出自己的傲慢，心中只是暗暗纳闷：为什末别人总躲着我，我是多末的平易近人、和蔼可亲啊！！！

HAPPY 2010 !
Hereby, i hope everyone will have a positive change in the new year.
Work hard and smart for what you want.
:D