Few days ago, i saw my readers stats and it kinda shocked me. The fact is they are still people reading my blogposts. Your support is my motivation!
I feel quite upset recently with i-dont-know reasons. I should blame $. I have so many stuffs to buy yet so poor. Would you mind donate a few bucks to me?
I have learned something from the past days until now, and i really feel upset with.
Fact #1: Everyone tends to be self-centre, more to selfish.
Some just never satisfy with what they get and got. I dont mean people should always be satisfied with they have, but they should have feel contented of it and a minor of dissatisfaction could push you forward.
Fact #2: Everyone tends to be mean, especially in the form of money.
I know no one doesn't love money, but sometimes they over-love it, even family or the loved one. I used to get some drinks when i dont bring bottles because i know the other part wont get any drinks but he would need to drink something after eating, so there i go. There are also times i pay meals for him. Sadly, he never realises. I just dont think to count it. So you think it's my RESPONSIBILITY huh? Yet, they count every single cent with you. This is really saddening. And, i prefer going to city by bus because he doesnt need to pay the expensive parking fee. Yet, he's the one wanting to drive, but then i'm the one blamed again. So now, i need to pay everything for drinks, meals, parking fee and what else?
I'm kinda fed up, but what's the point speaking out? He's the one winning, again when arguing and says "you never lose, give you win, give you win" even if im on the right position. Besides, i dont wish to quarrel. Alright, just fucking mute myself.
Sorry again for an upset post, peeps.
A month to go and you will see me, soon.
